Showing posts from February, 2019


My dark side has been bothering me a lot lately. It does not depress me or make me want it to go away. It is building up with hardly anywhere anonymous to vent to. I am being signed to a label and I don't want anything coming back that will ruin it and the spread of my stuff. It is a small label and I am a small producer. The masters came back and the engineer commented twice on my music, saying that it was really cool. I don't mind people hating me. I give that vibe off that I could care less if I am hated or not. I know I am a bad person. I blame the thoughts and desires on my disabilities even though it is all integrated into my life. I am an asshole. My girlfriend tells me all the time and she still loves me and  doesn't think anything different of me. I make very bad jokes against the black community, gays, religions, funeral exhibits, evil spawn they call children. I am partially speaking the truth of what is inside of me and varying degrees. Family have said that is…

Back To Work and Aos Updates

I am back with more news on projects.

My desktop is just about complete. It is usuable though not at the full specs I am going for. In time. I am back with 16GBs of memory with room now up to 32GBs. I dropped the amount because I really really want to get back into the swing of things. I only have one graphics card in the house and that is the 960. I have a refund coming from a payment that was a waste that should cover the new GPU. Right now though it is no bigy. I'm not making much graphics right now that would need more than what my CPU puts out. I will post pictures of the desktop with it is complete. I want to feel confident in my build, so gotta wait till it is finished.
Downloads from NI are super slow. I am almost finished with the Kontakt playlists. The issue turns out to not be isolated. Everyone else is getting buggy signal, too.

I am getting to the point where I am bored of waiting on friends that cover the voices. I am not too happy with how Tethys tu…